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So I finally managed to get some of the cars up tonight. More are to come later. At this time, I'm still healing one day at a time. But I've learned to accept that thins are the way they are now for a reason. And whether or not they revert to what they were or change in time is only an instrument of God's will. Before I go further let me say that I'm not pushing religious ideals or forcing them unto anyone. That's a matter of personal belief which I refuse to put anyone's beliefs down or question them. Now as I was saying, whether things change now or later is a matter of God's will when it comes to the situation I'm in. I have come to terms with that and accepted that for what it is. Granted I do still wish for things to return to what they were but I can not hate the gift that God gave years ago, the gift to experience true love and bliss for the first time in my life. It was something unlike any emotion I've had. And lord knows I've done many things to hold onto that feeling. I've made many sacrifices more than many know just to keep that feeling. But I understand the positions that the one I fell for is in and thought I indeed still have a hope we may come back to what we were I can not let that hope dictate my life. Certainly things have changed in ways I've never would have anticipated. Someone who I once knew once told me sometimes it's better to let something fall apart then to hold it together. I've never believed in that for if it is something worth fighting for then why not try to fight for what you believe in and for that thing you believe in to hold. Then I met someone else who was even wiser. She once told me if you love someone let them go and if they come back they are yours to keep. I wish to try that and see what fate brings to what was held between myself and one I held and still hold dear to me. I could never hold grudges, hatred, or spiteful emotions though hurt as I may be. For that someone has shown me many things in my life I never knew. She opened my eyes and unlocked my doors to things I never knew about myself. It was revealed to me a new light that I left dim since I left it forgotten until we met. To that person I speak of, if this is to ever reach her someday whether days, months, years or longer to reach you. To the person who gave me so much light and happiness and showed me a new way to look at life, I thank you. Yes we may be a square one but perhaps someday we can be on a different square together. If you ever want to try again someday I humbly request that you reach out to me however you can without regret, remorse or hesitation. For it is best to experience and ask now, try and see what can be instead of wandering through life questioning what could have been. Till than I am honored, humbled and most blessed to call you my friend and yes I do hope for us to hang out again soon. More updates will come in the future.
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Playing: Xbox one
So I finally managed to get some of the cars up tonight. More are to come later. At this time, I'm still healing one day at a time. But I've learned to accept that thins are the way they are now for a reason. And whether or not they revert to what they were or change in time is only an instrument of God's will. Before I go further let me say that I'm not pushing religious ideals or forcing them unto anyone. That's a matter of personal belief which I refuse to put anyone's beliefs down or question them. Now as I was saying, whether things change now or later is a matter of God's will when it comes to the situation I'm in. I have come to terms with that and accepted that for what it is. Granted I do still wish for things to return to what they were but I can not hate the gift that God gave years ago, the gift to experience true love and bliss for the first time in my life. It was something unlike any emotion I've had. And lord knows I've done many things to hold onto that feeling. I've made many sacrifices more than many know just to keep that feeling. But I understand the positions that the one I fell for is in and thought I indeed still have a hope we may come back to what we were I can not let that hope dictate my life. Certainly things have changed in ways I've never would have anticipated. Someone who I once knew once told me sometimes it's better to let something fall apart then to hold it together. I've never believed in that for if it is something worth fighting for then why not try to fight for what you believe in and for that thing you believe in to hold. Then I met someone else who was even wiser. She once told me if you love someone let them go and if they come back they are yours to keep. I wish to try that and see what fate brings to what was held between myself and one I held and still hold dear to me. I could never hold grudges, hatred, or spiteful emotions though hurt as I may be. For that someone has shown me many things in my life I never knew. She opened my eyes and unlocked my doors to things I never knew about myself. It was revealed to me a new light that I left dim since I left it forgotten until we met. To that person I speak of, if this is to ever reach her someday whether days, months, years or longer to reach you. To the person who gave me so much light and happiness and showed me a new way to look at life, I thank you. Yes we may be a square one but perhaps someday we can be on a different square together. If you ever want to try again someday I humbly request that you reach out to me however you can without regret, remorse or hesitation. For it is best to experience and ask now, try and see what can be instead of wandering through life questioning what could have been. Till than I am honored, humbled and most blessed to call you my friend and yes I do hope for us to hang out again soon. More updates will come in the future.
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Playing: Xbox one

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amazing-artninja Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the fav 😄
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Thanks so much for the fave! ^-^
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Thanks for the fav 😄
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Thanks for faving!
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np :)
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SolorLost Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite. :D
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np :)
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thanks for the fav!!
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np :)
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